An abrupt decision
Painful illusion
Disrupted all her plans
Punctured ego
Nightmarish moment
She never could understand!
What happened?
She asked herself
Her guts revolted
The thought froze her
As it crept in
Then all went blank!
The night more evil
The cliff like death
The wind bore her
Astute as it seemed
It all had withered
Laid wasted on the land!
In the quick moment
She saw it all
The life that had gone bad
But never had she imagined
In the worst of times
Content never could be had!
Dark it was
But clear she saw
The blood, Her blood
Murky it seemed
After the thud
The mistake was rash!
The mist shrouded her
It was no glory
No quiet, no gain
Nothing she thought
It brought
Was shame and more pain!
Undo my death
She could only wince
Undo my loss
In seconds she knew
Kill she made of herself
And a bitter surrender!
